2023年4月30日星期日

你口里的烟味

 我尝试接受,尝试接近你

但就算是两天前抽的烟,从你的呵气里我还是能嗅到烟的味道

从小我都是吸二手烟长大的

所以当长大后我就告诉自己择偶条件第一条是不能吸烟

当初选你也是因为你不吸烟

所以每次从你口里闻到烟的味道我真的接受不了

我很纠结,是我该放弃自己的原则和底线接受你的一切

还是应该是你为我改变

很多人说别想尝试改变一个男人

也许是对的,他们不会因为你改变自己

那是不是就要我去接受这一切呢?

也许我们15年的感情会因为你口里的烟草味随着时间逐渐消失吧。。。。

2009年4月26日星期日

你好吗?

那天的朋友聚会,大家都好开心,不过我不知道有个人,他,是真的打从心里的开心吗?其实,我都有点放心不下他。表面上,他一幅我很好的样子,但我担心那只是装出来的,真希望他没事,如果他想找个人聊聊,我随时随都会陪他。。。也许,你不想说出来,我也不会逼你,只希望你是快乐的。。。。

2009年4月10日星期五

things tat i will not 4gt......



things tat i will not 4gt......the scar tat u left for me....

2day is a very very confuse day for me.....

after morning class....i went wif my girls gang go makan shushi.....

we so enjoy taking pin in shushi king and eating the shushi.......

bt after tat i bk home....3 smt i went to school take thing....mana tau....

while walk till the padang....i was talking wif fren on ph jst nw...a malay guy wearing sarong com near me.....i so sked n turn n walk bk home....he folo me and keep ask me ah moi....den i din turn bk faster run n walk bk home....he keep shout at me say ah moi jangan lari.....when i reach home...i feel tat my hand is shaking.....i can't even open the gate......when i makesure myself d in the hs...i sit down n ask myself com down.....den i ask a fren help to send me go school take thing....haiz....den after tat....at nite...thanks for all the fren wn me join them go for dinner n movie...n keep cheer me up.....

sometimes....i reli reli hate malay guy....who don wn do thing den go kacau ppl if nt den go ragut beg....hurt ppl.....this is nt the first time d.....



HATE THEM

2009年4月8日星期三

巫婆的悲哀

睡美人睡了一百年,王子都知道要去救她,
白雪公主吃了毒苹果,王子也知道要去救她,
那巫婆呢?
付出了那么多,怎么努力,想要争取自己的人生,换来的却是一场空。。。
其实巫婆只不过想要自己的人生。。。
但却因为被人贯上了‘坏人’的标签,所以,巫婆永远只能靠自己。。。
没有王子去救他。。。
其实,巫婆是可怜的。。。。

2009年4月3日星期五

my creativity post

this is the time to show my creativity tat i found out frm my chinese name....

cute????


2009年3月31日星期二

爱的告白


那天,不知哪来的勇气,我对你说了爱的告白。。。。

我说。。。

你不浪漫没关系,不细心没关系。。。

一段感情里头,总有一个会比较细心。。。。

而我不介意当那一个比较细心的。。。。。

不知为何有种冲动,想和你说。。。。

我想让你成为世界上最幸福的男生。。。。

redang trip.....miss redang....


Here is the 1st pic took in redang….taken by ling do ing….hehe….

guess who is this????


view on boat.....

When the 1st moment reach redang….we three gals happy till jump here jump there….haha….den we go for our lunch….den we went bk to our room n hav a rest n oso change our swimming suit….n the most IMPORTANT thing…..SUNBLOCK…..
Den we went on a boat….den com to a place….do wt???? of course….SNORKELLING….bt…for a person dono swim 1 like me….oso went down to the sea…with the help of others…haha…at here wn thanks to hwa hwa mummy n dom….keep grab my hand n teman me…hehe….the underwater world was so nice n the fish there was so cute….
Den after snorkeling….we went bk to our resort den hav a rest n pom pom…..den hav our tea time…..den after tat…we 4 gals go for a walk at the seaside n oso take a few ‘sampat’ pic….hehe….



me n do ing in the resort bed......



oi....lover...where u looking at ah????hehe...yai yai ah.....



me.....without shoes.....


me and my lover.....love u ooo...muaks...


me...lover...yi qin....n do ing....

opss....kissing pic......


guess who de leg....


we three posing...hehe


we jumping....


do ing....

zhing....

yi qin....

me....

nice????

lian aik....
Den at nite…we take our bbq dinner at our resort…after tat…we play a while mah jong….den me,dom,hwa hwa,zhing,……I think gt 12 out of 15 of us went to a ‘5 STAR’ hotel to stay for a nite….we went on a speed boat….and start our journey to the most ngeh 1…”BERJAYA REDANG”…..i heard tat stay in berjaya resort…1 person need to pay RM600++….waw….haha bt we stay for free…wahaha…..




boxing????

me n dom darling......

dom...gay gay yang....n lian aik....




b4 bk to pelangi.....

berjaya.....


berjaya seaside view.....

on boat....

view on boat.....
Den early in the morning…we hav to went bk to our previous resort d….den we hav breakfast…den rest a while…again we went snorkeling…after tat…we com bk n take a rest n play for a while in the seaside…..den….we went to snorkeling again….bt this time is at marine park….when reach….i act a bit sked sked….cz…gt FISH…..haiz….i knw u all sure luf at me…fish onli mah…wt to sked ooo….hmmm….oklol….at first sked la…bt den after get use to it d den ok d…hehe….dom go snorkeling his own at the starting….i join wif yi qin….hehe…kelian yi qin….have to grab me…haha….ltr on….dom com find me…he sked I lost…haha…den we swim 2gether….den we went to some deeper place to c unagi….OH MY GOD….the unagi is so big man……tall like me….the ppl very geng…use small fish to ‘ying you’ it com out frm the hole….bt 1st time dom din saw…so he bring me near to the hole to c…bt I too sked…so I try to swim further….mana tau….the unagi com out….and com towards me….dom found out I m not wif him so he ask kai yang where is xinyi den he n kai yang shout my name wn tell me the unagi com to my place d…I turn bk n saw the big unagi jst under me….walao….sked me lo….dom faster com grab me n hug me…..haiz….almost eat by the unagi…haha…

me taking pic in the guy's room...haha....go kacau them.....

me n hwa hwa mummy....

me and lansi.....jun wei....

me n lover...

me and yi qin....

me and kai yang....

me and aik....
Den….we went bk to our resort….n pom pom n rest n wait for dinner…..hehe….after dinner…we went to a walk at the seaside…n oso went to laguna resort there to visit the more more tea shop…we buy some souvenir….den walk bk to our resort….while walking bk…..i saw a couple finally hold hand….haha…so happy….den…along the way bk to resort….i gv dom his ‘bday present’….cz I knw I cnt celebrate bday wif him…..so ‘celebrate’ wif him earlier….

me and lover at more more tea.....

aiyoh...me so coh lo.......

After com bk to our resort…wt we do???haha….we went to the pub in the resort….den we sit down n start drinking the vodka brought by chris….after a while we heard tat gt turtle com lay egg….so all go n c d…we r very lucky cz it won com at tat time 1….we touch it…hehe…siok lol….den after tat we went bk to the pub n cont our drinking vodka n oso dancing….haha…this I think cn consider is my 2nd time clubbing bah…hehe….den after tat 2 smt…we went to pom pom n den play mah jong…til 3 smt onli sleep…haha…the next day we wake up at 5 smt…c sunrise….haha…so nice…den pack thing n went bk…..

Haiz…I miss the redang time….